IF U COULD JUST UNDERSTAND

Kenapa kau selalu macam ni hah? u expect me to tell u my problem but if aku cakap pun kau akan diam x akan cakap ape ape. What do u expect? Kalau aku cakap kat kau  pun it doesnt change a thing kau diam xde respon. aku? aku lagi stress. its better for me x payah cakap ape ape. senang. Hati aku tak sakit. How i wish if u could just understand me. Cakap je ill try to understand tapi macam tak. Aku ingat time aku stress boleh la aku nak legakan sebab i have someone to talk to. Tapi macam x. This hurt me the most. Aku betul betul x paham. Kau ni memang betul betul ke kau dah rasa muak? Kenapa kau selalu macam ni. Kenapa? Aku xnak cakap sebab aku tau situasi tu akan jadi lagi awkward.Aku tau macam mana kau akan react aku dah tau. Aku dah tau. Entahla tapi aku rasa kau mungkin dah tak serius macam dulu. Tengok semalam dahla.  Terasa betul aku. Aku pulak macam orang bodoh pergi mesej kau cakap sorry and kau? Haram x balas mesej diam sepanjang hari  x cakap ape ape. Agaknya kalau aku x hantar mesej kat kau semalam sampai malam kau senyap sampai harini. Frustrated. Aku dah malas dah lepasni lantak kaula ape ape aku malas. Aku penat dengan kau pun aku kena pendam ape yang aku rase dengan orang lain pun aku kena pendam.Kau nak cakap maaf sekarang? Jauh sekali aku nak dengar sekarang. If u could just say im sorry maybe this situation would be different.

Sebelum aku bernikah

Kita semua perlu sedar tentang apa itu cinta sebenar, dan kemana arah tuju cinta itu.Zaman sekarang, semua seakan terikut trend untuk berkahwin tanpa sebenarnya sedar kepentingan Baitul Muslim, kesannya kepada Ummah, Apa akan jadi kepada ummah andai rumahtangga yang dibina bukan didasari kefahaman dan ilmu tentang Islam dan cinta menurut Islam?

Membina peribadi sebelum melangkah ke alam pernikahan sangat penting,Ibu bapa bakal membentuk siapa anak yang bakal dilahirkan,ummah dibentuk dari sebuah pernikahanandai rosak diawalnya, ummah juga akan turut retak.Allahurobbi.Jangan asyik fikir ingin berkahwin, bernikah tapi ilmu mengenainya tidak ada,tapi tidak sedar tanggungjawab yang dipikul,tapi lalai dengan erti sebenar pernikahan itu.

Nikah itu bukan hanya sekadar majlis yang gah dan meriah,Nikah itu bukan hanya sehari di majlis kalian,Nikah itu punya satu agenda yang lebih besar untuk mashlahat UMMAH!Nikah membentuk generasi yang bakal memimpin dunia.Jangan disempit erti CINTA, Jangan dikotorkan indahnya NIKAH

Pernikahan bukannya trial and error. Pernikahan bukannya ujian amali atau ujian praktikal. Pernikahan adalah sesuatu yang sangat suci dan ianya memerlukan pengertian, pengorbanan dan kesabaran. Kesabaran bukan bertahan utk seminggu dua atau sebulan atau setahun. tapi kesabaran itu perlu utk membuktikan kamu beriman kepada Allah dan RasulNYA.

Sebelum aku bernikah by Hilal Asyraf

It made me realise that lts not all about love , Love will come later, the most important things are pegangan agama and responsibilities. Yes i do agreed when people said ' ala kalau cakap pasal xready sampai bila-bila pun xready' but still we have to improve ourselves before we get married. What i mean here, its not about 'sedia mental dan fizikal' tapi persoalannya. Iman ready x lagi?
Mampu ke masjid yang dibina tu terbina cantik di jalan Allah?

LOVE

Because i care for you, i dont like being deceived

Only love can heal a heart that was hurt by love

The past holds as little

Reality as ur dreams

Hurry and realize that already

And turn into memories

If that new love is true then old love will naturally bcome part of the past

Wherever i am whatever time it may be,

U're alwys there for me

And i'll try to accept that because the memories wont fade

I'd like to keep the feelings we have now precious

And not wait for them to arrive tommorow or have missed them yesterday

Sometimes things don't go the way you want them to, 

You have to just accept that's life and move on

But what i feel right now im afraid of losing you cause you made me brave to keep holding on to this relationship which is the greatest thing anyone's ever done for me and i thank you for that. 

I really am 

HOPE

Ya Allah, i leave everything up to you , while i may know what i want but only you know what i need. You know what is the best for me and i trust that. Ya Allah i ask u to grant me what's best for me and keep away that which will not benefit me for dunia and akhirat. ;') Insyaallah 

He is Allah, the Creator, the Inventor, the Fashioner, to Him belong the best names
Whatever is in the heavens and earth is exalting Him. and He is the Exalted in Might, the Wise 
( al-Hasyr 59:24)

;') i do hope for this

* Wahai lelaki *
Jika benar kau kasih & cintakan wanita itu,

•.♥• Jagalah dia dgn baik,
•.♥• Kasihanilah dia, lindungilah dia,
•.♥• Berilah kasih syg padanya,
•.♥• Hargailah dia, jaga batasan sebelum ada ikatan yang sah,
•.♥• Ucapkan terima kasih atas kelebihannya,
•.♥• Nasihatilah dia,
•.♥• Bawalah dia ke jalan Allah,
•.♥• Perbetulkan kesilapannya,
•.♥• Bersabar dengannya,
•.♥• Terimalah & cintailah kekurangannya,
•.♥• Jadi imam terbaik & redhalah padanya

InsyaAllah

its better maybe

A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.

Tersenyumlah wahai hati yang bersedih

Lillahitaala semua kerja semua masalah akan jadi senang akan dipermudahkan.Jauh disudut hati saya sangat sukar nak lepaskan yelah orang yang kita sangat sayang dan sangat bermakna dalam hidup saya dan banyak buat saya sedar terutamanya bila awak cakap jangan terlalu mengharap benda yang tak pasti,ya supaya kita tak kecewa.Tapi saya percaya kalau semuanya harapan kita letakkan kebergantungan kita kepada Allah,semua harapan kita akan jadi kenyataan atau mungkin perkara yang lebih baik lagi berlaku dari yang kita harapkan"There is no medicine like hope, and there is no tonic as powerful as expectation from Allah for a better tomorrow."Ya saya masih sedih tapi saya gembira akhirnya saya dah dapat kekuatan yang saya cari selama ini.In between gembira dan sedih?boleh?;p.It feels good bila saya kenal awak.Terima kasih err sebab jadi a man not a boy anymore .Yea for me u're a man.U're brave enough and matured.Cuma perangai macam budak budak.Funny.;p *jangan nak perasan sangat kalau awakbaca nie* haha tapi sincerely from my heart.Ya kita kawan sekarang?ya kawan,awkward kanrasa sikit?probably.Tapi saya harap kita tak jadi macam strangers,Kawan tapi strangers how pelik is that?haha.Saya nak awak tahu kita jadi kawan macam dulu cuma status yangberubah.Saya tak ada masalah nak buat funny jokes dengar ur problem like we used to tapi saya rasa saya yang banyak problem.haha and it feels great kalau saya boleh jadi kawan awak yang dulu.Mungkin sekarang rasa awkward,ya saya tak nafikan tapi maybe one day,:) Tapi sayaterima semuanya kalau kita jadi baik macam dulu ya saya sangat gembira kalau tak InsyaAllah mungkin Tuhan dah tentukan yang terbaik.Saya tahu awak takkan cakap pasal banyak benda nie,just keep it simple kan?;).Saya cuma nak cakap apa yang saya rasa elama dalam 2 tahun lebih saya kenal awak.Kalau ada umur yang panjang boleh kita jumpa lagi.Boleh lagi saya merasa orang belanja lagi.HAHA.*joking* Wassalam ;)

:)

I hope and I found

I always pray when i had fallen in love with someone , that guy will be the someone who is exactly like i am describing . But i dont asking tooo much of you, but i hope when i had found you , you are the one who will be my forever man . I hope it will be soon .

I hope i can find a guy who call i back when i hang upon him , who will lie under the stars and listens to my heartbeat , or who will stay awake just to watch i sleep .

I will wait for the boy who will kiss my forehead , then who will show off to the world when you're in sweats , then holds my hand in front of his friends , treats me the same around as his mates as he does when you and me are alone .

It was someone that i can trust but i can't control , i will feel safe in his arms yet stand on my own two feet . Then i hope he was someone cuddles me when i'm cold , give me a hug just to show how much u needed me , missed me and loved me.

I found a guy who are not afraid to tell me about his feeling towards me . Even he knows it is hurt to loved someone and not to be love d in return , i hope that guy will try to find the courage to let me know how he feel . I hope on that day , he will hold my hand properly and tightly , under the stars and moon , looks deep into my eyes , and tell me about his feelings , i hope , once i knows about how much he had waited for me and his love , my tears will turns down by my cheek . And i will smile to show on you that i am happy , and i hope u will know that it is the smile to show i am lucky to be loved by u .

I hope you are the guy who will spend with me in my whole life , who will promised to be with me in hard or easy , in sad or happy , and who will not mad on me . but if u mad on me , please do not brings it for the long time , coz i dont want lost you . please know that i am not really sensitive ,:P i hope u can understand me .but, i hope you know that i am easy to let my tears come out , it is easy to me to cry but i wont tell anybody unless to someone that very close to me. I want you to know that when i am mad with you , it doesnt mean that i hate you , but i want you to know that i just want you to be close with me.

You said everything i need to know and hear and it is like i couldnt ask for anything better .

I hope you can respects my space and never make me wait . I hope you will calls exactly when you says u will .

I hope when we are not together , you will never stop from missing me , and you will never stop from reminding me everytime how much and badly u are missing me when i am not with you . I hope you do that coz you afraid i will forgeting you . I hope u will know too that when we are not together , i willl missing you like hell , i want you to know that missing you is the bad things in my life.

I hope you will not try to forget me even a second . I hope you will miss me when something really good happen , because u know that i am the one that you want to share it . I hope you will miss me when you laugh and cry because you know that i am the one who will makes your laughter grow and your dissappear . I hope you will miss me all the time , and u will miss me so much when you are lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other .

One who is constantly reminding me of how much he cares and how much he lucky is to have me .:D

I hope you willl know that i am hands down , the most stubborn human being ever existed sometimes:D

Whats important is i want you to do not hope for someone who are more prettier , taller , smarter , richer than me when we are fall in love . I hope when i cry , u will hold me close and i will heal quicky

I hope you dont think that i wanted too much from you , I hope you understand that i am little bit nervous and very scared to tell you that i love you . I wish i could tell you how and when i willl tell you about my feeling and when we will be in love forever . You need to know that every relationship is a new game of cards . Please believe that i will try the best to be nicest and love you deariest for all the time and who you are .

p/s:maybe this post is too cliche cheesy and what not.but its from my heart.seriously i suck when i talked love to u.but i want u to know this.those bold words:D yang bese tu ye jugak :D

one more ignore the grammar HAHA

HAHA.shit ah selalu kate kat orang emo ni aku plak yang emo.HAHA.ah lantaklahh.demmit.:P

HE :D

He saw u.

He met u.

He wanted u.

He liked u.

He chased u.

He got u.

He had u.

He loved u.

He got bored.

He left !

HAHA :D

p/s : mostly bende ni yang berlaku biasanya la kan.:P

reminiscence

gonna miss the time that we used to be together :)

dilah.ibah.tasha.sal

sweet couple of the year.2 little cuties.ngahahaa:)

sekalung penghargaan buat dilah tanx ye sayang bagi i tido umah u

and jadi my pemandu pelancong.:D

tanx to fariq jugak sebab teman kiteorang melepak sambil ber 'photoshoot'

di teluk warisan sampai pukul 12.30 malam.HAHA

seriously that was my first time!:D

muke sewel kegembiraan terlampau.HAHA:D

I love u so muchh

nothing else i can say.
I LOVE U UMMI.mmuaahhhh!
all that i can do today, just wishing u Happy Mothers Day
give you a hug and a lot of kisses.*wink
Xboleh nak bagi hadiah duit xde na tengah sengkekkk.hua3
Sorry ummi.;(
Xsempat nak buat pape untuk ummi.
Kek x sempat nak buat sebab na kerja.
Rase bersalah teramat.
But ill make a suprise on your coming birthday!
na janji!;P

na sayang ummi sangat2!

Rabbi..

Rabbi...
Jika cintaku kau ciptakan untuk dia
Tabahkanlah hatinya
Teguhkanlah hatinya
Sucikan cintanya
Lembutkan rindunya

Rabbi...
Jika hatiku kau ciptakan untuk dia
Penuhi hatinya dengan kasih-Mu
Terangi langkahnya dengan NUR-MU
Bisikkan kedamaian dalam kerisauan
Temani dia dalam kesepian

Rabbi...
Ku titipkan pada-Mu untuknya
Resapkanlah rinduku pada rindunya
Mekarkan cintaku bersama cintanya
satukan hidupku dan hidupnya
Dalam cinta-Mu
Kerna,aku sungguh mencintainya
kerana-MU


p/s:TQ nad.very meaningful.;(:)

cerita lama.

semalam aku tergerak hati nak bukak laci meja yang memang ak simpan khazanah muda2 dulu.:)
aku pon membelek diari2 aku mase kecik balik yang ntah pape(mase tu aku form 2 form3)..
aku baca semua tu balik aku gelak macam orang kena sawan sorang2.hahaha.bengong betol!
Betulke ak yang tulis semua ni???macam x caye.Puisi,sajak segala bagai!haha.kisah first love aku pon ade gak.hampeh betol.haha.Ntah pape je aku ni mase tu.budak2 tahap gaban mase tu.
Aku terfikir bengongnye aku mase kecik2 dulu.JIWO BENARR.haha.yela al maklumla mase tu baru nk meningkat remaja.ngee.:) Malu besar aku kalo ade sesape bace.haha

Then masa form 4 aku x tulis diari dah.stop kejap.form 5 sambung balik.Form 5 punyaa diari xde yang bengong sangat memandangkan dh matang mase tu(matangla sangat aku sekarang nie)haha, tapi ade lagi jiwo2 tuh tapi x seteruk mase ak form 2 la.haha.Aku belek punya belek terjumpa la coretan si minah Fyra ni.suka hati kau je kan conteng diari aku diam2.tapi aku taw kau x bace diari aku sebab kau xpernah marah aku.*dalam diari aku mengata kau banyak*haha





to dear cik fyra.terima kasih daun keladi la nasihat2 kau tuh.*masa ni x slap aku kau tengah gila twilight.opss silap2 i mean edward*haha.kau agak kan bila nak keluar breaking dawn?hee.macam best je aku baca novel die.Tapi twilight x hott sangat la.aku rase Vampire Diaries lagi best.*damon salvatore yang memang cool*aku suka sangattt.<3 <3 :termerepek cerita pontianakXD

Fynn Jamal 150 Juta dengan Lirik di skrin

p/s:erk,=.= aku pon x taw sejak bile aku suke lagu camni.maybe sebab lagu ni kena dgn aku
kot sikit.huhuh.layannn~~

Cuppy cakes :)

Da 3 ari lepas da aku buat cuppycakes tapi malas nak update blog.
First time aku buat cup cakes dan terhasil cup cakes dengan jayanya.*wink*wink :)
Tapi yang ni aku buat xde la lawa xde icing.
Coming soon aku nak buat yang cantek punya.

buruk bebenor sblm msk.haha

taraa!chocolate cup cakes

Tapi aku memang *bengkek* aa ngan adik aku especially adik aku yang bongsu tuh
Hampeh betol,setiap kali cup cakes tu siap masak setiap kali tu die amik 2.Hampehh!
Yang sepatutnya satu adunan ad 20 cupcakes tinggal 10.ADE KE PATOT?,Laas2 boleh kat aku 2 je,kurengg punya adik>.<

p/s:tapi aku suke gak dieorg makan sampai tinggal sikit je kat aku menunjukkan cup cakes yg aku buat
tu sedap!muahahahaha.:))

Dear awak.=.=

Saya tau awak marah saye.
really i am really2 sory and i didnt meant to hurt you.
i wanna give u a call but im afraid that u still mad at me.
i know im wrong,
dan saya selalu je cakap macam tu kat awak
i was so careless n didnt realised that im hurtg u,
u know what?
act,i love the way u talk to me
i love ur words
everytime u gave me a poem
i felt like im really a lucky girl
coz i met such a nice guy that is u
everytime i miss u,i keep reading ur poems..
saya minta maaf sangat2.
maybe it takes time for u to forgive me,
but then its fine as long as u still want to forgive me.
i just dont want to lose u.
sebab saya sayang awak betul2.

Malam gala

nie jiran bilik paling rapat
p/s:aku selalu je ambik kettle x hantar.haha
sori mira penolong ketua wing paling baik hati.;)

saje gedik nak letak gambar nie;)
act,nk ckp terima kasih daun keladi to my sweetheart
kerana rajin edit gambar mengfokuskan balik
muke saye.haha.i syg u.;PP

sebelum makan:muka sangat sopan dalam hati lapor mak aiii

selepas makan:muka comot dan dengan bangganya semeja cakap:
aku lapor lagi a weyyy~makanan sikit.xcukup ni..
tulaaa.gatal sangat dok depan.kan kena kontrol xle
tambah.ahhaha.;)

Mak.Wati.Nadia

omma.wati.mekna.nadia
kedah matriculatio college 10/11
c2.t1.5

omma a.k.a Nurullianah Mustafa;)

Nadia Jasni;p

Saffawati;)

Do not save your loving speeches for your friends till they are dead,
Do not write them on their tombstones, speak them rather now instead.